tim

Tue, 18 Mar 2003 09:25:44 GMT

im in the mood for a melody in the mood for a melody im in the mood

Fri, 14 Mar 2003 06:46:32 GMT

I WANT DISC 5!!!!!!!!!!

I DONT HAVE A DVD PLAYER BUT I DONT CARE

I WANT IT!!!!

untitled

Sat, 01 Feb 2003 12:57:29 GMT

i miss having a car....i would be driving around right now if i did. i miss driving around alot!...my cassettes and cd's. there really isnt a better place to sing along to songs than behind the wheel of your car.

justin bailey

Thu, 30 Jan 2003 05:57:07 GMT

Tue, 22 Oct 2002 09:20:40 GMT

cream soda would sure hit the spot

in a list mood

Thu, 09 May 2002 07:29:08 GMT

(in no particular order)

5 bands or individuals that i most want to see live that i havent seen before:
radiohead, mr bungle, pulp, bjork, sam prekop

top 5 beatle songs: tommorrow never knows, if i fell, you wont see me, sexy sadie, i am the walrus

top 5 cities ive been too: pittsburgh, toronto, new orleans, boston, providence

top 5 best half hour tv shows(no cartoons):
saved by the bell, growing pains, family ties, seinfeld, cheers

top 5 favourite athletes: robin ventura, vladamir guerrero, barry bonds, lamar odom, chris webber

Wed, 20 Mar 2002 05:47:29 GMT

i had a dream that i was hanging out with michael jordon...........what a neat guy

THE LAME NOT SO DEEP TITLE--"the ball starts rolling in my direction"

Wed, 06 Mar 2002 22:37:42 GMT

good and fun stuff have been hapening
im on a roll hehehehe

went to a toy sale with shari and bought an "all in one"ping pong, pool, darts, air hockey(without air) and other broken stuff....the cool thing is that it isnt perfectly flat so the cue ball and actually the rest of them have some interesting paths

also went to another toy sale and bought NINTENDO!!!...my other one broke and this one cost 25 buckaroonies and it is working so far =D

im expecting the coolest thing in the mail!!!! but i wont talk about it since i may jinx the whole thing and itll never arrive.....*gulp*

updated

Tue, 05 Feb 2002 11:13:04 GMT

vacatoin in under a week!!!! =D
PHILADELPHIA, and now BOSTON.....my sister might fly out and meet my mom and me us in BOSTON.

BOSTON is the #1 city in the united states that i want to see!! =D

we may stop in BALTIMORE and WASHINGTON DC too!!

Sun, 27 Jan 2002 10:48:48 GMT

had a fun night with most of my buddies playing games and watching tv.....one of my friends kept making fun of my other friends hair. he didnt seem to mind but i joined in a bit in a joking matter, but i still feel guilty

the babies came over today....they get cuter every day, its unbeleivable..*slides off my chair after melting*

ill probably end up watching football alone tomorrow, which is cool....those eagles better win.. =)

i cant find ok computer...i am dying

GOD I LOVE THIS ALBUM THOUGH!!

Thu, 24 Jan 2002 06:25:31 GMT

tomorrow could be the first day of the rest of my life...its true ya know

ummmmm

Mon, 07 Jan 2002 07:29:52 GMT

i have had the longest week of my life
weird stuff have happened
something has to give

since i was asked..................................

Wed, 02 Jan 2002 10:37:02 GMT

My Idea Of Hell
*On the CD player: what cd player?
*On the radio: commercials
*On the TV: something that a large group of people is really enjoying, but my view is totally obstructed, and it is too quiet for me to hear
*On the VCR: a monkey who keeps taunting me
*Your spouse/partner: a human head
*Your dinner: cold lental soup and a human head
*Your clothes: carpenters glue and burs
*Your hair: extremely itchy and sticky
*Library: full of books
*Your dwelling: a wasp ridden mime show
*Neighborhood: east st louis
*Your job: wasp intersepter for the mimes
*Having a conversation with: a mime who knows where the bathroom is but refuses to talk

My Idea of Heaven
*On the CD player: hit the random button
*On the radio: what radio?
*On the TV: whatever the vcr wants
*On the VCR: whatever i want
*Your spouse/partner: you
*Your dinner: wouldnt have to decide
*Your clothes: whatever
*Your hair: whatever
*Your library: full of cd's
*Neighborhood: your neighborhood
*Your dwelling: with you
*Your job: what job?
*Having a conversation with: you

Fri, 21 Dec 2001 19:46:07 GMT

happy birthday sushi xoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxox

atleast i thinks its your birthday, im too lazy to check

lets hope it is though, itd be a waste of an entry if it isnt =)

Tue, 04 Dec 2001 15:44:04 GMT

isnt it a pitty about good ol' george =( dont bother me by telling me i should be crying about it though. what is life if there isnt death? well you wont find me making some odd or obscure references to any of his songs or lyrics. you dont need me to tell you how i feel about it. think for yourself. its all too much to put into words anyway. i want to tell you though, i will miss him

i wonder,.....if the bulls general manager went to a wal-mart and hired the first 12 people he saw to play for the bulls, could they really be that much worse?

going to the bulls rockets game tonight..why cant this be 1993 or 1994. there were players on both teams that wont eventually be working at mcdonalds wondering when their "skills" will be discovered again

Tue, 30 Oct 2001 03:24:52 GMT

hi!
i miss my sushi, oh where oh where is she =(

another year without a halloween costume.

one of the students in the class i am observing started talking to me today =).....all of the kids are so cute. one of them (brianna) started crying today(dont know why) and another girl (kylie) hugged her and rubbed her back. hehehehe..guess you had to be there =)

the bears are 5-1!!! what the hell? hehehehe...rock on
the diamondbacks are up 2-0!!!......rock on

why are transformers so fucking expensive?!!! grrrrrrrrrr!!!

=D

Wed, 24 Oct 2001 20:17:35 GMT

i am now an official ebay-er...i got a package today =D

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have a new toy to play with=D

and no it isnt a dildo alli =P

Wed, 24 Oct 2001 07:42:20 GMT

not doing well right now...but guess what....ITS NOT DEPRESSION!!!

you know those panic/axiety attacks i used to have, well guess what. i had one last night/early this morning. not good stuff at all. i dont really know why it would happen. i went over things that gave me stress yesterday and actually came up with more things than i thought i would. i want to say i came up with around 20 things
tonight, i tried falling asleep an hour ago but its no use, i keep freaking myself out. not much i can do about it. i havent told anyone about last night but maybe typing this will help. of course it may make it worse. on top of this, i may be coming down with something..it might just be over tiredness. i so rarely get sick

the one thing i lacked during my attacks was an outlet. this computer is definitely an outlet for me right now. yay computer!!!!(wont catch me saying that often about this computer)

i am trying to stay possitive about it. i wish someone was online to talk with.

a good thing about tonight........i finally was able to watch the movie, chips'99 =D nothing like watching larry wilcox and erik estrada having one last horrah

Thu, 11 Oct 2001 06:02:49 GMT

i am sweating and stuff. weird. nervious about stuff.
there are signs of success in school. that is very very scary. i am so fucked in the head.....HEY!!! stop knodding your heads in agreement!!
seriously though, i cant win. i feel like shit to an extent when i sabotage my success by ditching and not trying and stuff. now i am going to class more often and doing asignments and passing and i feel even worse. i dont know whether it is that i think i would be setting myself up for disappointment if i did feel happy about doing well, or if i am such a perfectionist with myself that nothing less then 100% all the time is failure. i dont know. i am getting a test back tomorrow in history and i doubt i will get 100% and i am fucked enough that i am already pissed at myself for that. i didnt give my best effort and i still think i should be doing it perfectly. i ditched 2 classes and didnt read all of the chapters i was tested on.

now what i am nervious about/excited about. tomorrow i start my classroom supervision at licoln elementry. i wont have to do much more then observe, but i might actually be helping with the teaching or grading or something. it will be a first grade class, so its the age group i want to teach. i dont know whats scarier to me. doing badly and not thinking id be a good teacher or realising that i dont want to teach. it is the only job at the moment other then musician or profesional baseball player that i can see myself being happy with long term.

anyways, i bet this is a long entry and im on edge so ill stop. there is this totally cute girl/lady/chick/babe in my class and today she was wearing glasses....mew mew mew

why do i always feel weird about not titling entries?

Mon, 08 Oct 2001 09:10:23 GMT

the big wheel keeps on turning

Tue, 25 Sep 2001 06:48:01 GMT

looks like things are gonna get really busy in my life. been getting working lately and apparently in school they still expect you to both read and write!!!! *appalled*

"hi"

Mon, 24 Sep 2001 05:14:06 GMT

had a tinky winky party. it was fun

a few friends, a few family members

we ordered pizza hut and just hung out. played with my cousins of course, even though they ignored me and played with shari all night.......lucky bitch =P

school is intersting...i like my teachers. a few cute poeple in my classes (a must)

today was sharis birthday....she too is 23...may there be many many many more...unless we end up hating each other....then you can take away a few many's.....=P

Wed, 19 Sep 2001 05:47:27 GMT

i am feeling very very weird and nervious. it may sound mellow dramatic buit to an extent i am feeling truly happy for the first time in way too long. i cant remember feeling like this.

i am feeling like i ahave more direction and maybe i am not awaste of space and i may be able to have a happy and successful life.

i am very unnerved by this. i am very uneasy. its kind of like having a bully and all of a sudden he/she is being nice to you and you are like "what the fuck is this?"

so, i start school this week and work is going well. i havent been very depressed in almost a month.

i love all my friends and am slowly trying to accept that they love me. i am such an ass. i feel utterly vulnerable when i try to except that even the people closest to me care for me. its like i am looking at it like if i start to accept it, it will be like jumping into a pool of sharks. maybe they are nice sharks though. and even if they arent, i dont know of any poools with salt water so theyde be dead anyways.

Tue, 18 Sep 2001 05:14:20 GMT

i love toys toys toys toys toys toys toys thats why i joined 80stoybox!!! =D

Tue, 18 Sep 2001 03:31:34 GMT

get this head ache away damn it

good thing i double checked!!............school starts thursday, not tuesday